............................things ain't that great these few days.but maybe there are some things that i am happy about......^^.......well, go ahead, think naughty. there's nothing wrong with being happy right????it's a once in a while kinda thing....again, it up to you to believe..... and oh, taggies, keep guessing....^^.....

Zzz

went out tdy to get myself a new phone. was looking forward to it. trying to shift from the usual symbian based phone to windows mobile. got my hands at one phone. seems alright at first. until i tried to sync with my lappy. it just won't detect. ah damn. i thought handling it will be a breeze. but i ain't. so troublesome. the qwerty keyboard is on the verge of killing me. better get used to it. *dies*

man, i getting restless nowadays....the constant itch of my nose is wrapping it all up. tommorrow's monday(like anyone doesn't know) and my meat is itching to leave this chair...my my oh my! ^^

that face. that hair. that smile. That is all i want to look at. everyday. I don't know if that person is aware. And i'm such a coward for not even trying.

I Open My Windows and What do I See? More Windows Waiting for Me. I Open and Close With the Click of My Mouse And Watch the Whole World From Inside My House Explore Windows and ME © By Diana J. Bishop I don't the copyright for this poem. Credit goes to author. ;)

all eyes on me, aww i feel special look dumb

i got one thing to say, never wear traditional clothes when off to town. eyes will be on you all the way. i had it. it ain't feel good. tourist think you're parading for some event......*tears off raya clothes*

Last for the 19 yr olds....i think...

ooooh.....this is the 19th raya i've celebrated since i was expelled from my mother's womb....and heck, this is gonna be the last one for me to get some petty cash...XD......and this was unfortunately the least i got from my pesky aunts and uncs....except grandma!(thanks grannie!) the day began alright......went prayer and the head "speaker",supposedly a holy guy from a nearby mosque, came to give a sermon, and by what inspiration, he gave such a crappy sermon...skipping topics every now and then and even saying smth like "ignore the good deeds, follow the bad ones"....and i thought i was hearing things until my brother told me he heard the same thing too...man...i think the speaker was drugged or smth.....his sermon was sooo boring, it drove the guy next to me to lala land...literally, he was sleeping throughout the sermon...endured the weird sermon for abt 45mins before the entire herd was releases...goodness... the went back home, stuffed myself with some food before dressing up to visit grannie at dover... reached dover, and my unc was already there, spooking the holy crap outta her XD.....settled down, drank abit before i dozed off on the chair my meat was on....did afterwards the usual stuff, eat the titbits tidbits that was all ove the table.... after 3 hrs stoning there, went back home to wait for other aunts and uncs to arrive...and when they did, oh what a wreck.....ate like ghosts, talked like ogres, they were too damn noisy lol....but what's festive joy without noise? oh well...i forgive them all...XD like past years, getting money is something small kids will enjoy while old kids like me just envy...XD.....i shall not mention how much snickers i got since it's too damn embarrasing to say so...hahahahaha.... after a while,some of my pop's friends came and i thought one of them was their daughter...XD...*stares*...but...but...oh well..... :'( got some photos printed on the same day and it cost a whopping 48 bucks.....and heck, they were all grabbed by my pesky aunts..XD... day ending with a smoke-smelling air in my house which i truly curse and swear at the source and oh man....i'm too tired to write more, so for the rest of it, use your imagination..... there, updated. wheehee? ;)