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And I probably never will

A blog should never be dead right? Well, on hiatus right now. Will be back after MST! ^^

Week 7 of school. holidays still seem so distant.oh duck.

school's getting wee bit too bland these few days. and i'm enjoying it less and lesser. not so much to be happy about. though you MAY think otherwise. like somethings present can make me smile. that's what you think...but it ain't.

another short write up here due to excessive boredom. I'm so bored, maybe i should go around stealing panties...or burning holes onto people's briefs...gotta steal some granny panties! XD

don't worry, i have no fetish of that sort. really, i don't. if you're still thinking i have, wash your brains. they need some clean up.

i should wash my own as well

finally got my hands on the book i wanted to read soo soo damn much. titled the white tiger. just beginning to read it. and it carries a comedic tone with it;blended with some serious-ness of many-many issues..... to add, who makes a book with a letter format??the entire book is a collection of letters. every chapter. one bloody long letter. adressee?Premier of China. written from the perspective of an indian local. indians mocking indians. that's how it's written. gonna love reading this book.....

for one more day

"...believe that parents, if they love you, will hold you up safely, above their swirling waters, and somtimes that means you'll never know what they endured and you may treat them unkindly, in a way you otherwise wouldn't.

But there's a story behind everything. How a picture got one a wall. How a scar got on your face. Sometimes, the stories are simple, and sometimes there are hard and heartbreaking. But behind all your stories is always you mother's story,

because hers is where yours begins.

Chick Benetto. Mitch Albom's "for one more day"

had a good read this weekened. bought the book on saturday and only get to read it on monday. a story about a man, ruined his marriage. ruined his life. lived for the game, and but shortlived his family. sunk into depression the man decides to take his own life.

unlike many typical life story, this book has takes note of one interesting experience that some may heard of. but never really explored. the concept of near-death experience. unlike those scary experience of even near fantasy ones, here, it takes a man through his life. his past. explains details of mistakes he committed and for every reason he has done it, he now has to face it. a suicide attempt nearly failed. this was what he got to experience. the man's name was Chick Benetto.

now i see that the love for something or someone will never outweigh the love you get from your family.

i love my family

man..these few days ain't good. got a swollen gum and it really affects my appetite. at first feeling annoyed i can't eat anything crunchier than bread, now i don't feel like eating anything at all....two ulcers plus one swollen gum. that makes you wanna get yourself another mouth.....

bought ground coffee yesterday. finally decided to use the coffee maker that has been hiding itself for the past few months. got a chocolate truffle flavour and some filter bags. the first try, lotsa ants...and i found another surprised.cockroach. yeah, inside the damn coffee maker.dead. yes, it's dead like for i dunnoe how long, the leg like detached from it's thorax when i fell. it fell apart. aww, poor cockroach. pity you for dying in a coffee maker.

anyway, got it cleaned. really scrubbed the shit outta it. then tried it. boil boil. and what i get?drowning ants. lotsa of em. just like those suicide pact; you die in groups kinda thing. let the ants drown in boiling water....more keep coming out.

half an hour

the ants finally departed

more scrubbing

i hate bugs. you should know.

erase their traces in your utensils. you should know.

it's basic hygiene.

when everything was squeeky clean

a second attempt to make coffee.no more drowning ants, no dead cockies inside. dried them with kitchen rolls like wiping my ass-ferocious attempts, dried and clean.

coffee time.

wanted to make 4 cups of coffee. dad poured water like it was meant for an extended family.

scooped some coffee. and the aroma was great. taste-wise was kinda alright. the chocolate-coffee smell really nice...the first time...drank a cup, and i couldn't sleep for the night..........

next morning, went market, came back, more coffee.....i guess i had too much for 2 days, and now i'm down with a massive headache......really, i'm just zapped of my life essence down to the very cock i mean core of my soul...

regretted drinking that much...especially coffee with panadol...

went granny house. "buat menyemak" at my granny's place. and ate mee siam. no kidding, i swallowed those noodles and nuts and chilli and beansprouts whole. i feel like i can skip chewing my food from now on...everything went in...

went to west coast plaza after that. second time day in 2 days. not bad for a ghost mall just a few months ago. nice layout. nice shops coming up.

here's the list of shops confirmed so far...

-cold storage with sushi/sashimi bar/outlet

-Sakae sushi

-sushi tei

-fish & co.

-bata( same spot, same lousy shoes)

-Guardian

-Wastons

-Tully's coffee

-Starbucks

-Coffee Bean

-Comics Connection

-Aurora Jewellery

-Steven Chan's Jewellery store

-Popular

-Check( bag and flip-flop shop)

-Japan home

-Japanese Sweets and Cafe<---gotta go to this one!Y(^^Y)

-Cheri Kids

-Singtel

-7-Eleven

-Korean BBQ chicken

-Prosperity restaurant?

-Spectacle Hut

-Oishii Bakery

-Subway!Eat fresh!(though i can't eat there drats)

-shoe repair/leather repair shop

-CD/VCD/DVD.....oh!i dunnoe! shop

-American restaraunt, another "unknown" name

-Flower shop, yeah nice place to get for some girl flowers.....

that's about it...i think...

pretty and upgraded place...thought weirdly, all the escalators save for one remained where they were before the renovation....

with 4 japanese shops there,i bet there's gonna be hordes of jap girls...
oh how lovely.that is gonna be my favourite haunt. hopefully....a senior high sch girl cna be hooked there! XP

oh well. kinda long one tdy. so cya!

dead.it's a lie.

this week seems sooo nice....though...i'm not sure how to describe it, it's just a good week. today lesson was pretty dumb...two classes, 2 different lectures unblocked by the partition. it's so damn interesting to listen to two lectures at once. ah damn

lunch was the usual rice and one "everyday" side dish that i love and hate to miss. drank strawberry yoghurt smoothie after the rice and idled waiting for lunch to be over...

accompanied her to wisma to buy some business suits (did i spell it right?) and wanted to get a shirt for myself as well. took some time for her to choose and finally got a nice one. but really, the sales girls or nenek are either deaf of dumb. asked for one thing give another thing. then say it's troublesome. they're pretty stupid to say it in chinese when she can actually understand them. how dumb people are these days....

then my turn came and i thought of getting myself a shirt and pants. took one which i think it's the smallest and decent looking around and took a 28-inch waist pants, while she went to choose a tie......the shirt fit nicely but the pants.....made me look like i kept frogs in it....the waist area was sooo damn looooose...even with shorts inside....damn...ask the salesgirl for smaller size, only to get a reply: "that's the smallest one!".....damn, i immediately felt like i was the smallest person in the shop...in terms of physical size.....and she was laughing.....nice......

the tie was nice though i had a hard time trying due to the taggy being attached right at the middle......

left with no choice so i decided to pick another shirt...saw this striped white shirt....looks pretty neat with the i dunnoe what metal thingy at the wrists....so got it...^^......

went back after visiting some other shops and head back home...journey back was a "laughable" one......

the rain didn't stop and oh god, i god a bad headache now.....

such a nice day today....

what should it be.happy or flustered. though from other's point of view. i think it's more of me being too happy...haha....managed to asked her for a movie. whee? and library seeming was a pleasure place to be today.....hahahaha and i think you have know my secret. so please oh pretty please, try not to spread around. silence is good.... ;-)

grrrr......i'm such in a lousy mood.... have a phone that cannot sync to laptop.bought a card reader which has the same attitude problem... oh man, i think these kind of things hate me.... *weeps*....