here am i, in the midst of revision, entering yet another entry. i'm not supposed to but, i just can't help it. yesterday's paper was shits not so nice. even more so when the worry became something called panic. lost the concentration and heck, i can't even sort numbers right....
went back and tried to figure some sort of quick remedy. mom told me one thing and that one thing i hadn't been doing for a weee too long....haha....pray before everything you do....of course, pray when you think you're gonna panic...hahaha.....

today's paper ain't that bad. trick qns here and there....the urge to worry was still ever strong but not as intense as before...lucky bastard me....

another paper tmr, and going through one agonizing moments, memorizing. hate it i do, but you just need to know how to love things.......
and somebody